It is about past 1 o’clock in the morning, and I’m in bed. I think I would like to get a tattoo that says “only love.”  No matter what everyone says, what most believe in, love is all there is. Love is what we all secretly yearn for, but afraid to admit it. At the end, we all want to be loved. In my case, I’m most happiest when I’m in love with someone who loves me back 150%, because then I can give love. I don’t just want to be loved, but I also would like to shower my perfect partner with love. I’ll be happiest when I can fully love someone, which means I can fully give love to someone who deserves my love and who truly loves me back and shows it through his action. Love has no boundaries. I don’t know if I have fallen deeply in love with someone yet, maybe I have, but I have forgotten, or maybe not yet.

Love has so many layers, that I’m still learning what it is, and yet, I can feel how amazing it is to grow old with someone who does not criticize you, who truly adores, cares, and loves you for who you are, who can really see you as you, who accepts and embraces all your imperfections, who understands your frustrations and mood fluctuations, who gets you, who does not hurt you because hurting you also is hurting himself, who stands by your side and protects you, and who is always willing to make you happy and to make things work no matter what life brings. It’ll be amazing to be with that kind of a best friend and a lover for life, and enjoy all seasons of each year with each other until you are both ready to leave the life you created behind and go home to the universe, or wherever we came from.

That feeling of true love, satisfaction, ease, joy, bliss.. knowing you found your true soulmate and he found you is the best part of life I believe. It doesn’t matter where you live, where you are, how much money you have, but knowing that you are truly loved and you are capable of giving true love back is the greatest feeling of all. Money can’t buy true love. I know I’m close to experiencing and living that. I know it will be really amazing, and my heart will be over joy in every waking moment of my life when it happens. The divine selection for me, where ever he is, will soon come to a realization that I am his destiny, and I will see in his eyes that he is real, has awakened to be a devoted man, and is my destiny. And I give thanks for him, and for my happily ever after, my only love…